I’m in a funk. I shouldn’t be. I can list several reasons why, in fact, I think I will do that
- Me and my besties have signed up for a few knitting classes. We haven’t done this in a while because of stupid COVID. I haven’t been knitting as much as I was at the beginning of COVID because of a knitting related injury (a post for another day). We are all super excited for this. It has been a long time coming. We will be social distancing, only four in the class, masks, blah, blah, blah.
- Me and my besties are getting together tomorrow night. We haven’t been doing this as much as we used to because of stupid COVID. We text a lot but we don’t get to just see each other and hang out like we used to. We need to change this and we are starting to do just that. I’m super excited!
- It is finally cool outside. I mean, it is down right chilly, but as I sit in my spot on my front porch typing away, I’m happy to be in my favorite sweatshirt, listening to the wind and the rain and the cars go by and the neighbor yelling at his dog to, “come on’ – which I believe means get in the damn house
- I read the Bible and I have finished the first five chapters and will start Joshua tomorrow. I wrote in my devotional journal and got caught up since I was a couple days behind.
- Alex aka A-Man aka Alexander the Great, one of our cats, did not poop on anything.
Okay, now here are some reasons I think I’m in a funk
- The sugars were not good today. I ate horrible over the weekend and didn’t walk at all. I get mad at my self and depressed when this happens
- While I love the chilly weather, it’s raining and so I can’t walk. Now, I could go to the Y and walk on the track but I don’t want to and so that makes me upset that I don’t want to do that
- This is the month that my husband is on the DM route. This just means that he will be home late. It’s only every third month, but I hate it when he gets home late.
- The stupid COVID. It’s been, what it seems like years since all this nonsense started. Creighton got cancelled in the middle of their game. And then March Madness was cancelled and then when the CWS was cancelled, shit got real. Working from home and then working in the office with a limited staff. Not being able to see my mom since the beginning of March. Maybe it just is COVID. I don’t know. I feel that I really don’t have reason to complain or be in a funk. I know people have it way worse than I do. I have a job and a family and friends but, I don’t know…
Okay, so here I am, in a funk. What do I do? Maybe read, maybe watch tv, maybe just lay on the couch. Maybe do a bit of cleaning and organizing. Or may, I’ll just sit on the porch and watch the weather. Something peaceful about the weather…and then the neighbor yells at his dog again….
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